December 18, 2008 Life is like shit now. I cried at Macs and went to the client's place with puffy eyes.
I worry about the 2 weeks ahead. I don't know who I can go running to anymore.
Take me with you baby, please. Take me far far away.
-nIx- @ [[8:41 PM]]
December 16, 2008 I feel that I've sacrificed so much after I've joined the working force. I lose my freedom. I can't go out as and when I want to. I need to commit myself to the office hour and beyond for "professional reasons" or in short, my inefficiency to meet their tight deadlines and expectations.
I'm just being so uptight about work. Stuck at Tuas now and it's 6.30pm by the time I reach the nearest MRT - Boon Lay. Takes me another hour or so to get to town.
The boy's travelling this weekend all the way till the end of the year.
My peak period starts from year end to April and everybody's expected to work on weekends. Yes, the word's weekends not on a weekend.
I'll be travelling for the first 2 weeks of May.
Someone please tell me how I'll survive the next 5months ahead.
I need more time God, please give me more time. -screams for time-
-nIx- @ [[10:43 PM]]
December 15, 2008 When I'm down in the dumps with all the cow dung and poop I always think its the worst thing that can happen to me. But no, so many people has been in this shithole at least once in their lives and have gotten over it.
Whatever doesn't kill me makes me stronger.
I'm so glad I've got the most supportive peopleperson around me.
-nIx- @ [[10:52 PM]]
December 01, 2008 Today I saw a bike with many different countries' flags and names. And so I thought, ah, travel agency advertisement.
It turned out to be this deaf and mute guy who travels to MANY countries on his bike and wants to be on Guiness World Records. Donated $2 worth to fund his petrol so he can fufil his wish to travel the world. Not much, but enough.